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Thursday, December 27, 2012

I  believe there is God
There of course is God
Because no one human
Can play practical jokes this cruel
But then maybe its the devil
So whats the difference
Its just the other side of the same coin.

chitz

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

There is nothing to say for sure
It's just the belief which makes it happen

chitz..

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Take A Bow

He was the master blaster
He was the legend beyond legends
He shouldered expectations beyond boundaries
The God of cricket
The Global superstar
The only reason why many like me watched cricket
A true person of God..
Sachin..we will miss you..
No one before and will never ever be..
You are the best
We love you!!!!!


Take a bow before the legend.

chitz

Saturday, December 8, 2012

A life so small and unpredictable it is.
Then why the chains? Why the boundaries?
Don't every one of us deserve our happiness?
Even if it's a  tiny speck on a distant mirage?

chitz...

Saturday, October 13, 2012

The darker the secrets and the deeper the desires.. the more lies the thrill there... 

Friday, October 12, 2012

And when fate comes into play....
And choice gets throw out of the window..
What else can we do...
But, just remain a mute spectator?

chitz....

Saturday, September 15, 2012

It was okay when you were a kid.. But, then you grow up.. But the sad part is that only you grow up and the others around you, they fail to do so..

Resulting in  infringement of basic freedom and rights.

chitz...

Monday, September 10, 2012

A dream, a hope, a fantasy so strong...
That reality seems like an absurdity!!!!!

Sunday, September 9, 2012


It was a dark world...
Where emotions lay very low...
And where the sancity of love was blown away with the passing breeze...

But she believed in him....
And waited for him....
And like a fallen angel, he did come...


And when the light dawned....
And when the church bells rang...
They kissed...

It was a moment so cherished...
An end to a long long wait....

Who am I to you; with trembling lips she asked...
Happiness, that's what you are to me; he replied...

She smiled...

Abstract and ambiguous it may seem to many...
She understood him...

Because for her, he was happiness too.....

chitz...




Tuesday, September 4, 2012

What to do?
what to do?
what to do??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Dropped inhibitions, rising passions and vanishing limits!!!!!!

Friday, August 17, 2012

The whole life is a drama..
Where everybody are actors...
Everything is a fake...a big big fake....
Liars all around us...

And a life full of compromises...
What is the use?
What is really the use?

chitz

Saturday, August 11, 2012

There was something wrong...she knew it...But she refused to acknowledge it... It was like living a lie...And then one day it all came bursting in her face...
And now it lay all shattered around her...And she just stood there...Not knowing how to even pick up the broken pieces....

chitz....

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Temptations....temptations....
Should really learn to  be in line.......

chitz....

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

It was like a dream...a beautiful dream where everything was perfect....

It was actually a dream....and she did know it... but refused to acknowledge it...

The dream might end someday...she knew that too...but again it was a refusal from her side...

A refusal to let go the beautiful moments...
Even though it was  unreal....

Those moments....
It was the best she had ever had.....

And she was sure...
It will be the best that she will ever have.......

chitz....




You always need an inspiration...thats for sure...
And I got mine in you...
Thanks for bringing me back to life...
And reigniting the fire of hope...

But you should know......
It is hard to control a mind...
As the grass on the other side always appears  greener...
And the forbidden fruit always seems tastier...

chitz....

Monday, August 6, 2012

Why?

People, many many of them.
Some come into  our lives at the wrong place and and the absolutely wrong time.....
No reason at all....Just wondering why so?

chitz

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Life Today...Gone Tomorrow......


2 months ago Afsal didn't know he would be sick, A healthy boy of 6 years,hardly would he have imagined that he would be bedridden shortly....

And neither did Binsy... Hardly 3 days had past since her 16th birthday when she fell sick,...And now she is in a hospital bed fighting for life....

Afsal and Binsy are not some fictional characters...They are real people whom I had a chance to meet some time back....

Seeing such people really shakes you up...and makes you really grounded....And it makes you realize that your problems aren't really that big.....It also makes you think about the futility of life...how very unpredictable one's life can be...Can anyone say what is in store for tomorrow? And what is true, is just this  moment which we live...coz the next moment is a huge unknown......

As I write this post, I do not know what has happened to Binsy...whether she is still with us i this world...I prefer not enquire about her as i would love to believe that she is heading towads a fast recovery...whatever the truth may be...

And for Afsal, I know for sure he  is recovering....:)..

chitz....

Sunday, June 10, 2012

The Long Distance Funda

They say

Distance makes the heart grow fonder...

But may I ponder...

How strong and valid can the sentiments of a long distance relationship be?
Can the feeling be strong and true even if you don't meet the other person for a considerably good period of time?
Doesn't physical proximity matter at all?
Or will it all be regardless??

Baffling.....

chitz.....

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

A Disappointing Read....

Disclaimer: Not a book review


After a really really long time, I got some time to sit down and complete a book...A book by Cecilia Ahern.. Thanks For The Memories...

I loved the title..and I love the author; Her book "PS I LOVE YOU", is one of my all time favorites... and the book synopsis didn't seem bad either...

However, I am sad to say that I got really disappointed with the book...I am a big time sucker for those magic moments in life and all... But,blood transfusions... exchange of memories..???.. was a bit too far for my mind to comprehend....

They say in the book.."Blood comes from the heart...so transfer of blood, can mean a transfer of memories"..

Never knew heart stored all these memories...and blood transfusion would really lead to their sharing....If that is the case, imagine how may memories would be shared in those realms??

Not that the book didn't have its good moments...But, how much ever I try to stretch my imagination, the whole book seems like  489 pages full of foolery to me...

Maybe I should let the doors of my imagination a bit more open..
But ....I guess I will be still disappointed....

chitz....


Wednesday, March 7, 2012

A Letter.....


My dear busy bee....

I got something to ask you....

What are the most precious moments that you are very likely to remember throughout your life?

Your baby's first smile?
Waking up beside your loved one?
That beautiful sunset?



But, let me ask you...do  you really have these memories???

Your life is so fast paced.. and in this mad run called life, you sometimes overlook many things, you shut a blind eye towards many people..

Knowingly or unknowingly, you emotionally upon trample many souls....

Today, you will fell great, successful and elated...But remember these feelings are not everlasting , as change is the only constant in everyone's life....

Do know that one day, life will bear you down ..
And you will be left behind, failing to keep up the pace....

And then, when you are all alone....and when you look back ,
 All you will find is an empty life....

A life devoid of moments....
A life without  memories...
A life sans love........

And a life, which you will sadly realize is so utterly wasted!!!!!

Yours truly........
Your Lonely Life.....



Saturday, February 11, 2012

The Secret Of Happiness

What is the secret of happiness...

wealth, money, love, inner peace, blah, blah and the usual????

For me none of the above...
I discovered that my secret of happiness lies in two things...

The first one is something called "selective ignorance"...what i don't know/ don't what to know is not gonna hurt me..

The second one is blocking thoughts about tomorrow.. Thinking , thinking and thinking about tomorrow or the day after or the day even after, can sometimes (i stress on the sometimes part) be an anxiety builder and a cause of unnecessary worry...and hence i try to refrain from doing so....

So am I happy? I can say i am tension free....

Will I be happy in the future??

Well...its the future....

I don't know..
And I don't want to know....

chitz...

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

A small note....

Never been a fan of beaches...But today doing nothing, but staring at the waves by the beach side, gave me a completely new insight...

Your mind may be disturbed and as rocking as the waves that hit the sand....But some time by the beach side, n u r happy and calm...n free from worries...

And thus today, I discovered nature's very own anti depressant...:)

chitz....

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

A Post JLT.....

Life sure is not that simple...Even if you think, it is a bed of roses, trust the people around you to make things complicated...

And you will suddenly be surprised to find out, how much people know about your life than you do...how much they know whats happening in your close quarters... and finally you will be left in awe thinking : "God, I didn't know this was happening with me"...

But,sit back and think ....you will realize....

1.How imaginative these people are...
2. And how very jobless they are....

It used to bother me...true...but now, I, for the sake of myself, dismiss these as figments of imaginations of some mentally disturbed jobless people..... n so finally I am happy...

(This post may sound crazy, just like many of my other posts...But believe me, this is just an outcome of some crazy and stupid events, that I had to face recently...and that too , caused by people whom I thought had a very sane self!!!!)

chitz....


Tuesday, January 3, 2012

A New Year...A New Beginning

Happy new year folks.. Its been a pretty long time since I visited this page...Well, thought would start afresh this new year...

Last year had been pretty good...Well you could say my life has taken a huge turn around...for, me I got a promotion in my family status and now adorns the title of "mom"..yeah, I am a mommy now, to a cute little girl..who does nothing but religiously sleeps, eats and poops.. and at times yeah, gives us a dimpled smile....

Ah well...my life is not completely revolving around diaper changes and feeding sessions, as I got my mom to help me round the clock..:),,But yeah, should say shes taking up a huge portion of my time which I previously had devoted for shopping, sleeping and doing pretty much nothing...you could say it in one word as my free time....

And apart from that nothing much has changed from being a non-mom to a mom...and there is this feeling I get, when I sometimes notice her sleeping beside me, a new human being, with little feet, little eyes and everything little...suddenly into our world...n there i lie thinking, "Yup, there lies my creation"!!! ( not that I take the complete credit)...

Well... shes all of a month now, n me, I am slowly trying to get back to my line of work and stuff...

That's all which is new from me....
Till the next post...

ciao....
chitz....