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Friday, December 31, 2010

Achu achu and more achu...

My dear achu....rather our dearest achu.....

I still remember the day you came 2 our house looking just like a furry white egg......just 11 years back.....

I still remember how you swept us all of your feet with ur poohs and whims...
I still remember all the bubblegums on you...n the pains 2 get rid you of those...
I still remember remember the makeshift bed basket I made 4 u.....

I still remember searching for the perfect name 4 the perfect thing like you....fluffy...snowy..n finally settling upon .....Achu....

I remember how u fought wid me...
I remember how we became the master and shishya of kung fu

I remember how you were always a part of us..

The endless dairy milks , cakes and gulab jamuns we had 2gether..

And now I realize I was lucky 2 b there 2 say gudbye 2 you...
And I was privileged 2 b there @ ur last moments....

even though i cant still believe it....




My dear Achu...there is no reason which I can find for your untimely departure.
And as this year ends..my dear ACHU.........


Hope u r somewhere near us...

LISTENING...HOW MUCH WE ALL LOVE YOU
AND HOW MUCH WE ALL MISS YOU....

always and forever...

chitz.....

My Bengali Diaries :The End Of The Year & Happy New Year!!!!!

My dear people...who take the pains to read my blog.....

My year of 2010 is coming 2 an end...a very bad year...as far as i cud remember...
A year of loss and of gains very less........in a nutshell......the worst year in my life so far...as I can remember...

Hope the next year is a better one....

Wish you all a very happy 2011

Have a great year ahead!!!!

lots of love....

chitz....

Monday, December 27, 2010

An ode to you winter....



Winter.....my favorite season of all times...
I wait for you..and i hope you know that....

Each snow flake that falls ;it symbolizes a new hope for me...
Its a possibility unknown....
A hope unsaid,....
An a dream unexplored........

The white around me makes me so happy
The feel of snow in my hands,gives me a pleasure which I have never known...
Takes me to a high I have never been,....

I love the chills you give me.....
I enjoy the warmth you offer me at that old fire place.....

The foggy mornings n early nights....
The dew drops showered from the leaves...

Winter....i love them too...

I love you more bcoz i hope to meet him with with you....
I like the warmth of his arms.....in those cold nights you offer me....'
I like to watch the falling snow..with him beside me...

Winter...i love you for all this and many more...

chitz.....

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

For You......

To be loved is a wonderful thing.....

I know you love me a lot....

And yeah.....I know that your silence speaks a thousand words

But believe me darling....

Nothing ever compares to what I feel

when you tell me that you love me...

even if its for an infinite number of times.....

chitz......

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Why should I??????

Why should I care??
Why should I love??
Why should I wait..n lose my sleep over you???

Please temme....Why should I do all these..when you never ever dont!!!!!!!!!

- thoughts of a disgruntled ,frustrated and a very angry soul

The desperate times.....

The desperate times....

When you just want to say sorry...
But there is no one to listen....

When all you want is to relive those moments..
And all you know is that the sands of time are just flowing away....

And all you see is a life going past in front of you...
A life of crushed dreams and lost hopes.....

And you are no one,but a silent helpless spectator......

And in those times....
life will seem to be nothing .....but a cruel cruel joke.....

chitz....

Saturday, December 11, 2010

She knew he was the wind which brushed past her face...
She could feel him holding her hand when she walked alone....
She could feel him ...kissing her to sleep on those lonely nights...

He didn't have a face..
Their relationship didn't have a name....

But still he was her very own.....
Some one whom she had dreamt into her life....
Someone who would be with her always,forever and an eternity beyond that.....

He was her very own enigma........

chitz.....

Saturday, December 4, 2010

A Thought........

Why the hatred........
why the fights...........

for life is nothing....

but what just disappears in the blink of an eye......

(dedicated to a dear friend who will be missed always...............)

chitz.....