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Sunday, October 24, 2010

To You,My Dear Friend....

For the past few weeks my life had been nothing but a straight line.And that line connected my bed and my computer.

Its practically been nothing but alternating sessions of work and rest.....

You sit sometime and work,you get a backache,you go to bed,lie down..fulfilling the duty of bed rest..again bac 2 the computer for work,thn bac 2 bed..

and that kind of summed up my life in my room,post surgery.Going down the stairs was a bit difficult,so the dining hall came to me...:)

and the end result of the "igloo"ing up in my room is that just the work and rest and no play made me a dull,monotonous and unimaginative person..who couldn't even think up of a few lines to jot down in her own very dear space in the virtual world...

even my dreams were so boring,that i guess i was falling asleep even in them...

then i got out of my room ,n out of my house,n back to roaming around..

and how i missed the world outside my room...i only realized it when i got out of my prison of recuperation...

I was happy,very much...But still...something was missing...my soul which appreciated the lighter and beautiful things in life had become numb and dumb....

Out in the world again,i got the chance to meet an old friend,quite unexpectedly...someone whom I hadn't seen for the past 2 years...

Meeting old friends is indeed a joy....If the meeting is unexpected,then the better..

And I say this from the bottom of my heart,

my dear friend.....

thanks for meeting me.....
thanks for letting me relive all those memories.....
thanks for taking me again through the pages of those books we read and loved......
thanks for letting me cry over my losses once again......
thanks for bringing the dead,dusty and long forgotten part inside me back to life....

and finally, thanks for being my friend...:)

Sometimes it just takes a few people and a few instances.......

And now I am back to my old self....

And I am just loving it...:)

chitz....

Sunday, October 3, 2010

the past 3 months....n now!!!

My dear people of blogger ville....I faced the knife last week..and came out, well..a bit hurt but for a better cause...

That was a purely literary statement with no hidden implications...

Speaking normally,I had to undergo a surgery last week...n by the grace of God i m recovering at a very fast rate,than expected by anybody...especially yours truly..:)...

Thanks to my doctor too..:)..shes really an angel sent from heaven above..

N now i am forced to have a month's rest..no,I am not complaining or whining..yes..i have matured and become sensible..:D

When I came to my native 3 months back,me and everyone around me had a very different set of intentions in mind..And now,the tables have turned completely..and I am going back next month ,not acheiving what I intended to, but richer ,fulfilled and more happier than i was..

Yes,I know I am talking in bits and pieces and maybe it doesn't make any sense.But the above said incidents are a summary of my life in the past 3 months..which was scarier than the scariest roller coaster ride I have ever gone through...

n uncertainty was the only constant which prevailed and haunted me like those dementors from harry potter,feeding on my happiness and pushing me into the gravest and deepest pits of sorrow and depression...

n the saying was proved again and again...

Man proposes..God disposes...

Yes,God does dispose...but for a higher cause,the disposal is actually a better proposal put in front of us..but again His ways are quite mysterious and unfathomable by the mere human mind...

And all one requires is to see that silver lining on the edge of the dark cloud which looms above your head..I am happy,because I finally succeeded in finding out that silver lining...

I know I am talking proverbs,sayings and nonsensical stuff..but hey..when one is happy,which I am after a long time..:)..there can't be any complaints..

I was meaning to write about my surgery and look what all I have written...

Anyways..life is back in track almost..will be fully in track in another 2 months when I go back home and see my better half again...

I got a nice family,a job I love...n I am happy...

I say..life is good again...:)

cheers everyone...




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