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Sunday, April 18, 2010

My bengali diaries-part 9..

well people,I am back to bengal after a long time of almost 2 n a half months..did i miss the place?yeah,i did..but now i miss my home back in kerala too..guess that is my life..always torn between two places....

Nothing much changed over here in the last 2 months except for the complete ban of polythene bags..which i didn't know and as a result of which we (me and my husband),were forced to walk huge cardboard cartons..guess they should have at least issued paper bags....

N winters are gone over here..but it is raining throughout..mornings,afternoons and evenings look almost the same....the night is different as it robs out the very mere existence of light...but i love dis weather..a very pleasant change from the merciless sun in kerala..yup..summers haven't started over here and u can still go on without air conditioners or fans...

And my doggy he is still around and the same..and the exterior of my apartment was repainted during my leave..now everything looks brand new n fresh..

That is all from here right now...
will be back with more bengali stories...

till then...

ciao...

chitz...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

WHO AM I????

There were times he looked into the mirror and asked himself...who are you????
There were times when he looked into a photograph and wondered "is it me"????
And then there was this sleepy moments out of his soul when he felt,'Is that me'???

He thought he knew....
He thought she would level him.....
He thought those happiest moments in life would provide the answer...
He thought the kids would lead him to the better life....
He thought his mother's agony would soothe him...

But what he didn't knew...they were all thoughts...
Soul sprang out of his body again and again...
Life stood still for moments and so on...
And the meaning of his existence...he could never decipher....

And that time when he felt out of his body...
That time he felt detached with himself...
Beyond that it was darkness and more...

The body was lifeless...
And his soul was empty.....

And then he realized that was him......
That is my family.....

But chances were nil and moments were zero....

Can you hear me..he wanted to ask....
I am sorry...he wanted to say...

But all he could here was.."Why did you..we were all there for you"....

I wanna come back..he screamed...
But nobody could hear...
I love you all...he blurted...
But none listened...
I am sorry ...he said...
But nobody cared....


And then again it crept into his thoughts...

What is me??
Where am I??
Who am I??

will I ever know????

The soul moved on unsatisfied and unrelieved....

And that was him...
An answer less journey....

chitz....

Monday, April 12, 2010

Tag n Award

blogging after almost 2 weeks..n that turned out to be an award..which came along wid a tag..

N the rules....

1. Thank the person who gave it to you.
2. Copy the award and put it on your Blog.
3. List 3 things you love about yourself
4. Post a picture you love (e.g. a person you adore etc.)
5. Tag 5 people you wish to pass this award on to

Thank u chanz for the award...u really r a sweetheart...:)



n 3 things i like about myself..

well..

1.i like the fact that i got a heart which appreciates music n art...

2.my love towards animals..especially doggies..

3.my attitude of letting people live their own life..

N the pic will be..



Thats one doggie who can smile really well..:)

n the 5 i wish t tag will be

1.princess..
2.wolvi
3.Hary
4.Vishal
5.Nj...

Thats for now folks...

ciao..

chitz....